I GOT A MASK

not the one i wanted, but i got one nonetheless

this song's made me feel a lot better

today feels very different

i had a talk with someone very important to me and it cleared up some of the animosity i was feeling

everyone's going to change and i have to be prepared for it, i'm so used to my closed circle i didn't know how to deal with people leaving it.

i'm still sad, but not depressed about it anymore

i just have to remember that i'll always have my small family that loves me

no matter how alone i feel

oddly enough, it takes a cold cloudy day in bed to make me feel better

memo

 i know more people look at this blog than i thought

so my social life is down the drain.

and ive been in a bitter mood about it for a few days.

some people just don't really care about me

they'd rather be with other people than me, but i can't blame them

i've been a downer

i don't want to feel like this anymore, but i can't because there's noone to hang out with

i need new people in my life

i'm so tired of the same people that are putting me at the bottom of their list

i'm not some toy you can pick up later

i don't feel like waiting for you people

i don't deserve it, i did nothing to you to make me feel this way

i believe in karma, but i did nothing to deserve this treatment

i stay sad while you talk to other people

well ive reached the end of my rope

if you think this is directed towards you, it probably is (don't ask me if it was)

but this is for multiple people.

i sit and listen to all of your problems

but the minute i've got problems you're too busy to hear them

don't worry some of you will be getting pink slips soon

but don't worry

i obviously wasn't a good enough person anyway

so you won't lose out

mistakes

so many of the pictures I take usually are shaky and useless
mostly because the cold makes it hard to stay still for photos.
but today I looked through some of my photos
and I like some of the photos i had written off as failures.