this song's made me feel a lot better

today feels very different

i had a talk with someone very important to me and it cleared up some of the animosity i was feeling

everyone's going to change and i have to be prepared for it, i'm so used to my closed circle i didn't know how to deal with people leaving it.

i'm still sad, but not depressed about it anymore

i just have to remember that i'll always have my small family that loves me

no matter how alone i feel

oddly enough, it takes a cold cloudy day in bed to make me feel better