and it continues.

recently i've been getting cabin fever, not that i've been locked in my house. i'm getting the feeling as if i'm trapped in this city, i recently went away to the jersey shore for the weekend and it was great just sitting on the beach and walking around in flip flops all weekend. but coming back home and riding in the car and seeing the new york skyline again really didn't excite me. I don't want to be here anymore, there's nothing in this city that makes me want to stay. Not to say that new york isn't a great city, it's the greatest i've ever been to. but new york is also a very relentless city, one minute you're sitting on a crowded train at 1pm (full of people going nowhere) and the next you're being bothered by a hostile homeless man asking for change with the stench of alcohol and urine, to standing in line for 20minutes for a $1 slice of mediocre pizza.

maybe once school starts again in 5 weeks. i'll have classes and a decent schedule to take my mind off of it. until then i have to wait until i graduate in 3 years for my first opportunity to leave this city. i'd prefer some place more quiet like Boston, or more open like Columbus, or even more eccentric like San Francisco.

until then, i can just imagine and wonder where all the planes are going.

long branch,nj

view from my hotel, a mistaken exposure

todo acerca de usted es un virus. y que está extendiendo a mí

¿cómo puede usted se preocupa por mí, cuando estás preocupado por algo, pero?

the rain is almost a daily occurrence so far this summer in nyc, as you can see the clouds in the reflection of the too common puddles around the city. but the weather's expected to clear up around the 4th of july. hopefully the clouds will leave soon and take the humidity with it.